Mood: Emo
Music: Bubble Wrap by McFly
Colour: Black n Maroon


Damn... just minding my own business and downloading a tonne of McFly song when I came upon this song from their "Motion in the Ocea" album entitle Bubble Wrap... makes me wanna cry.. Before that I was listening to a song entitled "Lonely" by them too... Guess this is how I feel right now...

Finally, once & for all, last Sunday I gave up all hope n watever feeling etc I had for Sunshine. He's such an ASS. I found out what he was trying to do... such a playa... thank God I was thinking straight or I'd end up like his miri ex... :(

Anyway, here's "LoneLy" and "Bubble Wrap".


P/S: Sharon & Mike, miss u 2!! :P No one to fight with me.... lol



Lonely (McFly)

It's only been a day
But it's like I cant go on
I just wanna say
I never meant to do you wrong

And I remember you told me baby
Somethings gotta give
If I cant be the one to hold you baby
I dont think I could live

Now Im so sick of being lonely
This is killing me so so slowly
Dont pretend that you dont know me
'Cause thats the worst thing you could do!
Now I'm singing such a sad song
These things never seem to last long
Something that I never planned on
Help me baby
Im so sick of being lonely

The stuff is in my house
So many things I cant ignore
Coats still on the couch yeah
Your photos on my freezer door

And I remember you told me baby
Somethings gotta give
If I cant be the one to hold you baby
I dont think I could live

Now Im so sick of being lonely
This is killing me so so slowly
Dont pretend that you dont know me
Thats the worst thing you could do!
Now I'm singing such a sad song
These things never seem to last long
Something that I never planned on
Help me baby
Im so sick of being lonely

lalalalalalalalalala
I am so lonelyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!
lalalalalalalalala

And I remember you told me baby
Somethings gotta give
If I cant be the one to hold you baby
I dont think I could live
yeahyeahyeahh..
Now Im so sick of being lonely
This is killing me so so slowly
Dont pretend that you dont know me
Thats the worst thing you could do!

Now I'm singing such a sad song
These things never seem to last long
Something that I never planned on
Help me baby Im so sick of being lonely

I am so lonely
I am so lonely...



Bubble Wrap (McFly)

I wish I could Bubble Wrap my heart,
In case I fall and break apart,
I'm not God I can't change the stars,
And I don't know if there's life on Mars,
But I know you hurt,
The people that you love and those who care for you,
I want nothing to do with the things you're going through.

This is the last time,
I give up this heart of mine,
I'm telling you that I'm,
A broken man who's finally realised,
You're standing in moonlight,
But you're black on the inside,
Who-oo-oo-oo
Do you think you are to cry?
This is goodbye.

I'm a little dazed and confused,
But life's a bitch and so are you,
All my days have turned into nights,
Cos living without, without, without you in my life,
And you wrote the book on how to be a liar,
And lose all your friends,
Did I mean nothing at all?
Was I just another ghost that's been in your bed?

Cos this is the last time,
I give up this heart of mine,
I'm telling you that I'm,
A broken man who's finally realised,
You're standing in moonlight,
But you're black on the inside,
Who-oo-oo-oo
Do you think you are to cry?
This is goodbye.

Yeah!Turn on the radio honey,
Cos every single sad song you'll be able to relate!
And this one i dedicate!

Whoa oh!
Don't get all emotional baby
,You can never talk to me,
You're unable to communicate!

This is the last time,
I give up this heart of mine,
I'm telling you that I'm,
A broken man who's finally realised...

This is the last time,
I give up this heart of mine,
I'm telling you that I'm,
A broken man who's finally realised,
You're standing in moonlight,
But you're black on the inside,
Who-oo-oo-oo
Do you think you are to cry?
This is goodbye.

This is Goodbye.

Labels: Lyrics, Random, Rants

Just testing out the new blogger feature- blogging through email!

Why did you hurt me so?
Friends don’t humiliate each other…
Maybe I was a friend
But not good enough for you.
But what have you done
To deserve to be called my friend?
If I wasn’t a friend enough for you,
How much lesser you are to me!
I guess we were never meant to be friends…
That’s why I had to do all the hard work
And the result- disastrous.
All I got was hurt, pain and distrust.
Do I deserve this just because
I chose to be a friend to someone like you?
Someone who don’t seem to appreciate it??
Alas, it’s too late to regret!!
It’s time to let go.
I’ve been hurt once too many times.
Goodbye my friend…


.
© Serena Cheong 2003
(Monday, 20th October 2003, 7.57am).

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This was written just a few days after prom 2003 & after I felt used by some people....

This is scary
The way I feel
Is this how it feels
To be in love?

Love…
What a mysterious word
Would I ever
Find its meaning
Who would show me?

The world
Is a mysterious place
And love
Is the greatest mystery of all
Love hits you
But you’ll never know
Til it’s too late

Time…
It’s a precious thing
More precious than
Gold, silver or even diamonds
But is there enough for love?

Love takes time
It’s the truth
But time is never enough
Then how could we find love?



© Serena Cheong 2003
(Saturday, August 2, 2003, 3.36pm).


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I wrote this abt 2 years ago when i was confused... hahahaha... wooo... the radio Playing my fav song "No one Else Comes Close" by Joe.... The poem writen when I had a crush on someone back then.

Why did you hurt me so?
Friends don’t humiliate each other…
Maybe I was a friend
But not good enough for you.
But what have you done
To deserve to be called my friend?
If I wasn’t a friend enough for you,
How much lesser you are to me!
I guess we were never meant to be friends…
That’s why I had to do all the hard work
And the result- disastrous.
All I got was hurt, pain and distrust.
Do I deserve this just because
I chose to be a friend to someone like you?
Someone who don’t seem to appreciate it??
Alas, it’s too late to regret!!
It’s time to let go.
I’ve been hurt once too many times.
Goodbye my friend…


.
© Serena Cheong 2003
(Monday, 20th October 2003, 7.57am)

I wrote this in February and just found it today... thought that it's still relevant


I may breathe
But my heart has stop beating
I may think
But not feel
I may look but not see
May eat but not taste
Coz everything died
When I found out
That you love another…

I don’t know what to say,
I’m just so hurt
Never knew you were playing with me
How was I to know that you
Were just being a friend?

I never knew you liked her
Til I saw your friendster
Then you flirt in the canteen
It hurt me so much
It hurt even to breathe

I feel for you in the rain
I nearly died in the rain again
Then when I thought you left
I lived again when I saw you in the rain
But today, I really died
Yet it’s not even raining

Maybe coz when there’s no sunshine
There’s rain
Rain comes from cloud
And the rains are my tears.

I nearly cried with joy
When I fell for you
But now my tears are no more
Coz all my feelings have died.

Maybe it was never meant to be
Maybe I was a fool to believe
Maybe it was just a dream
But I guess
I thank you for the time we had.

Life goes on
Yeah, but differently
Maybe we’ll never meet again
Or maybe we will
But I pray that you have the best in life

I hope we’ll meet again
As two different people
Though I hope
My feelings for you would never die
But only time can tell
Til then
Goodbye my love……….

12/11/04

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